Saturday, November 3, 2007
i realized i dun hav the liberty to blog wadeva i wan to. in view dat i mite hurt somebody or not hurt anybody. i dunno.
but no i will not change my url... again. coz if one can find my current. anyone else can find any other urls i use. unless of coz i use a diff email add. den again.. y shd i go to such extend to avoid such ppl? y shd i care abt the feelings of others y my own feelings r being neglected?
y shd i even care in the veri beginning?
y all said n done evrything goes back to sq one. its the same old prob. the same old line. same old plot. diff ppl mayb. but how diff can the story be? not the least bit.
so y shd i bother? no i shdnt.
when i am hurt by some other ppl. the only way to ease the pain n nurse the wound is to love myself even more.
so no. i will not bother abt the feelings of others. WHY THE FUCK SHD I?
shall not tok abt anything unpleasant anymore.
tok abt today. startin from today.
got up n went for work. working with either charlene or joonus always pleasant. haha. charlene esp.. lotsa stuffs to gossip abt. boys girls les. evryting lar. told her wad happened... she unstds n i am glad to find somebody i work with who unstds me n the situation. SO I LOVE U CHARLENE! i dunno when u gonna read this muahahahaha. bought mac hotcakes. 1 set for me n 1 set for joonus... i couldnt even finish mine. my appetite has shrunken lots.
worked till 2.30.. wanted to rent vcd or dvd back home.. but i juz couldnt get wad i wan... doh so got home intending to slp. but ended up chatting online.. on msn with esther n J... always fun to chat with esther n ivy on msn... gossips... dirty talks... dummy bfs or boys for dat matter... haha.
dad came home n suggested goin changi for dinner. u noe how damn far is dat? luckily we hav gotten a car.. but the journey there n back is taxing enuff.. jam at punggol somemore... was so bored lar... sms with J till no reception upon reaching changi... even other frens' reply were held. onli when i got back to cck den i received all at one go! how irritating can singtel be? BOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO
n we went loyang temple. prayed.. we prayed according to the nos. got sequence ok... so cute! haha saw a couple of mongrels there. there was this female one... kept goin ard wagging the tail at ppl.. damn cute lar... lol.. den my dad decided to rush back home for the match of the nite.. manu n arsenal.
dats abt my happenings. doing math assignment now. due on wed. derivatives really suck big time. tink am goin to slp soon. not enuff slp last nite. anyways mk goin reservist soon. but seriously... i dun tink its my issue. i juz tink its funny. why? dun ask... haha
alrights.. i shd go to bed.. i can feel the dry throat n pimples coming. nites dearies.
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I guess this is a beautiful mistake too...# ;
