Wednesday, November 14, 2007
once again.. my rights to blog wadeva i wan is hindered.
i cant blog events in my life even if its so minute n deemed redundant by myself. the funny ting is? i didnt even intend to mention redundant happenings.
disclaimer: this post is not targeted at anyone BUT everyone. n its not a post for the faint hearted. so if u tink u mite get all fucked up den close the damn window n dun come back here again. EVER.
i muz stress AGAIN. my life is nv intended to pls anyone. other than myself. ur feelings would not b put into consideration esp if i do not personally know u. i do not care if u ceased to exist due to some stuffs i blog abt. IF u like to read my blog. by all means GO AHEAD. i dun mind fans. BUT.. if u read in order to find stuffs unpleasant to ur beautiful eyes.. den my only advise is. DONT FUCKING READ MY BLOG.
my or my blog's existence is not to pls anyone else but myself. n ur existence is none of my business. if u shd get all bonkers or in any case, 'elated' from the stuffs i write... it is oso... not my concern. i dun blog bcoz u like to read. i dun blog bcoz of u or anyone else for dat matter. n i dun blog FOR U.
i dun like the idea of not being able to pen down wad comes to my mind. i dun like the idea of having to consider the feelings of others. i dun fucking care if ur gonna feel all hurt n vulnerable all coz of the words i use. or better still... all coz of wads happening over in my life. if anyone else other than me is sooo into my life den THANKEW SO MUCH for being so concerned. but if its for all the wrong fucking reasons... all i wanna tell u is... FUCK.. off.
my t&cs. tho a lil lengthy but its all i wanna say. n its all dat evryone out there shd noe. if u feel offended den DUN READ. simple to unstd english. wadeva i've written, is writing n going to write will/will not b to ur liking. but seriously... dats not my primary concern.
if u dun like the content but still cont to read den pls for god's sake dun whine. everyone is more than welcome to leave comments on my tagboard. i promise i'll TRY to b nice. u can whine there. fuck there. please me there. still... i cant promise u my degree of hospitality. ur at ur own on this.
i cant b nice everytime. its not sunday everyday. so pls wake up n smell the coffee. grow up n unstd the world. i nv once think dat evryone would pls me so vice versa. this god damned world is fair. being nice to a world of nutheads is tiring. at times like this... i cracked n whine a lil. all in all... in my blog. my space. my prerogative.
n in any case.. i dun really care if my content does me injustice. u either unstd me or u dun. u either like me or u dun. but i really dun care which ever grp u belong to. coz i cant change the world. i cant change ur perception of me. i cant change u.
so yeah.. read the above over n over again each time u get pissy, emotional, fucked up yada yada over my entries. which to me shdnt even happen coz i dun blog abt ur life. den again.. the world is changing ever so quickly.. churning out weirdos n weirdos evry sec of our lives. see.. i am tryin to unstd the world. so u hav the rights to feel fucked up over my context n i hav the right to pen wadeva i wan down even if i noe it shd get u on ur nerves.
but seriously.. i tink ur crazy if ur already pissed off over my entries n yet cont to get urself feeling more fucked up than ever. dun say i didnt teach u.. its the same old advise... CLOSE THE DAMN WINDOW N DUN EVER... EVER RETURN TO THIS URL.
ok congrats to those who survived this post till here... coz the important notes end here.
back to my books.
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I guess this is a beautiful mistake too...# ;