Feeling a tad emo these days. Dunno if its the weather or if its just me. Hopefully life would get better after all the emotional rides come to a halt. Nostalgia regurgitates every once in awhile. Brings cold feet n goosebumps amidst forlorn nites. sigh

Been thinking alot lately.. abt life. Abt me. abt the ppl ard me. abt u. Lotsa qns needing ans. Searching hard but its vague. But no worries i need no help in finding ans. Everything would b gd. Soon. I just know it.

Festive seasons ard the corner.. not really looking forward to most of it other than cny. Where u get extra pocket money w/o having to work for. Well.. after xmas it would mean 2007 is coming to an end. Its an end towards a momentous beginning. Degree of cynicism would differ from person to person i reckon.

Looking back on 2007.. lotsa things happened. Alrights things happen for a reason... i can c the reasons quite thrown at me unknowingly till its right smacked in my face. Albeit rude. Wadeva.

Summary of 2007 goes sth like...

Dropped out of sch. Got back into another one n doing fine. Flirting ideas but nv settles on. Found a full time job. Resigned from it. Broke up. Patched. Broke up. Tot i got my heart fixed. But i broke someone else’s instead. Nearly had him intruding my life again but am glad i stick to my guns. Found someone i would b glad to spend most of my boring life with but i let him slipped away n now i dunno if i shd fight for wad i think i might want. Got back to wad i liked best. But am looking for sth else now. Feelings all messed up. Listen to my brains? Or follow the bloody heart?

*shrugs*

Resolutions are lame. Its just sth to console u on the damn things u got undone the yr before. I no longer believe in having resolutions. They r just a list of wasting-time-to-read guidelines. ppl dun need rules to live by. At least i dun tink i want to. Although sometimes life gets outta control. Goes off track. Damnit. Just trial n error n take a different route. Who cares abt the distance or time needed? I only foretell the darn destination n reaching dat is of my utmost priority.

Then u may ask.. wheres the destination?

I have yet to find out babes.

11 more days to go.

Did i lose my way?