Thursday, December 13, 2007
its amazing knowing that i have more than the expected no of readers coming to my blog. other than the usual 5 whom i hav given the green lights since i moved.. i realized i have more than the loyal 5. adding on to the fact that out of those 5 i hav like 3 of them only coming online n reading my blog once every few days. surprisingly my blog meter has shown that i have 149 readers in a span of 2 weeks. 2 weeks since i decided to hav a blog patrol.
my math is gd. 2 weeks make 14days. n having only 5 loyal readers WILL NV make up to 149 in 14days. but since last week... i've decided to place my url to facebook as well friendster. so i believe that i might have more readers 'cruising' by.for now i convinced myself that i shd not bother abt the fact that i cannot bitch abt u w/o u knowing. n i managed to further convince myself that this is MY BLOG. n i have the right to rant abt MY LIFE.
so yeah U R VERY WELCOMED TO READ.
anyways i've gotten back my results. its all B. which means i score 70 n above for each of the 3 mods i took. i am happy! coz i had mindblocked the moment i turned over my math paper. n i didnt practiced any math qns before the exams coz i found out that they provide a formula sheet HAHA. life is sweet when u have 12 chapts of equations u noe u cannot devour in the whole yr n exams has got formula sheets! n i must credit myself on the fact that i finished my 3hrs papers in 1hr 35mins EACH. exact timing coz we're supposed to state the time when u leave the hall. i finished paper1 & a 500word essay in 1hr 35mins. not many can beat that. *grins*
before i forget. i met with an accident today. but i am fine. NO SCRATCHES. NO SHOCK. n i didnt even noe the damn car knocked into mine. n the location was at BBDC's circuit. dun b stunned. when u guys tot i would bang into ppl i actually had a guy reversing his car right into my side of the door. i still tot i didnt lock the engaged gear in properly when i heard the weird noise. my instructor told me the other instructor might have to pay if not it would affect his bonus at the end of the yr.
me: wah! if i am the instructor i would hav killed the guy!
my instructor: so u all shd always check ur blind spot.
nv fails to preach.
alrights i must tell u i havent touched on my main purpose in this post. HAHA u've just spent 1min reading complete randomness.
i went to bed at 1.30am last nite. it was one of my earlier nites. BUT... i tink the better ones would hav made the correct guess at wad happened next.
i got woken up.
by marc. he is my mahjong khaki. he stays just a few blocks away from me. anyways i will not divulge the exact storyline coz its his life. its not mine. n its rude to pry. so dont ask. however i will still giv a lil insight to it. so that i can get my pt across.
he called to complain to me abt his messed up r/s. at 2.30am in the morning couples dun slp u see.. they quarrel.. they fight... they pissed each other off. n they turn to me. me being the nice fren i always hav been.. i obliged n we talked till 4am. i shd b crowned the bff of the yr. he got upset n agitated n seriously i do not noe how to pacify a broken hearted person.
him: i really dont noe wad is wrong!
me: aiyah just when u tink u had it worst. THINK ABT ME. nobody has had made worst blunders than me when it comes to choosing the BF.
i blatantly shot that out. HAHA. i further assessed it by saying..
'i met the scariest BF in my life. n i really mean it ok!'
n i go on incessantly telling him all that has had happened. the bad things that put me off. the things he did that gained him the rightful title. n all marc did only justified this BF's portfolio.
'wah!'
'WHY U LAUGH? U STILL CAN LAUGH?!'
'HAHAHAHAHAHAHA'
'where u find one arh?! haha'
den came the one best qns
'how long did u 2 last?'
me: 1 mth lar! THATS MORE THAN ENUFF
my dear frens.. i DO hav a high threshold for patience. ever since i put sec sch days behind me i've learnt to keep my temper under control. unfortunately i have not learnt to up my skill lvl when it comes to tolerating psychos. if u said sth dumb i can unstd it. its always either ur born dumb or u acquired that talent as u grow. but i hav since keep my mouth under supervision coz i realized its not worth telling ppl they said sth stupid coz they just rebuke me sth worst. its true ok... ask my dear sec sch BFFs. i nv once gave anyone 'face' back then.
yet i cannot tahan a psychotic person coz u nv noe when he/she is gonna stab u right in ur chest. u see this BF here is really nth at the extreme bad side. its his character. i cant keep up with it. his imagination nv fails him n it gets to me BADLY. n when i do say sth i deem valuable he gets all wrecked. n it becomes my fault. but of coz i will not accept the accusation. so i still won. dats not the pt. the pt is... i cannot n will nv tolerate some guy being emotionally wrecked. it drains u n it drains me. i hav lazy bugs inhabiting in me so getting all drained up is the last thing i wan happening to me. plus he was nv intellectually on par with me. i am not some A student nor do i hav a cert under my belt. but i definately am not stupid n i am a communicator. when u cannot unstd wad i am tryin to bring across that is VERY SAD. coz i always try to use the simplest of language to whichever degree is comfortable for u.
n this guy managed to cast an impending doom on the rest of the male population in my eyes. u call that halo perception. 1 trait equates all. i do not wan to meet another of his kind. u really dont wanna c me attempting to stab the guy with a plastic party cutlery.
for those whom noe who i am referring to. ur GD. n yes i am referrin to him.
if U R reading this. i am not referring to u lar. pls dun get all suicidal ok. i really do not wan u to add to the death tolls in sg n hav the taxpayers' (the more impt person here is actually my dad's) money spent on the policemen trying to clear ur body off the pavement. I AM TELLING U I AM NOT REFERRING TO U. SO PLS DUN ASSUME UNLESS UR REALLY PSYCHOTIC.
pt to note. i have more than 15 ex bfs. so u can go n do some guessing as to who i am referring to. i wont help u on that coz i dun wan another daveteo act. LOL
u see.. shits happen.. n that i managed to cheer marc up at the expense of my pathetic r/s life. so when u think ur gf/bf is bad.... THINK AGAIN. someone else is having it worst.
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I guess this is a beautiful mistake too...# ;
