Monday, January 21, 2008
i feel that i am in the amazing race. time so constant yet i seem to have lack of time. i have a total of 6 assignments all due before cny. handed up 1 today. so am one down with 5 more to go. which is not the least bit consoling.
1 report due on thurs. 1 on sat. 1 presentation nx week. 1 due on the 4th. 1 on the 5th.
do u feel the heat??
vehement.
i hate having to be on my toes. y cant i just busk in the sun?? life a mundane cycle of sch, work, sch work, driving, sch, work, sch, work, driving........ u get the drift huh. feeling the drain... so so so... tired... lack of slp.. lack of space... lack of time. every little thing gets to me. i get irritated so damn easily that i am pissed with myself.
on sat alone i came up with 10 qns for use in survey n a report all the way till 4am. wanted to go out but the thought of assignments undone just puts me off everything. then there is work... i have work all the way to cny eve. tell me where is my life? figuratively ok.
i wanna go out. i wanna party. i wanna sing.. i wanna hav fun. i wanna shop. i wanna rest.
(1 hr later)
i just finished 1/6 of my part 1 accounting assignment. i am beginning to hate accounts. wassup with the DR n CR huh? balancing every transaction is pain in the ass. pls do agree with me! argh
anyways i do wanna change my phone. BADLY. it died on me like total of 3 times. n its not funny. having to master reset everything is not a very gd thing to do coz i keep losing the games i downloaded online. i calculated a lost of $20++. not funny. piece.of.shit.
tmr i gonna hav to wake up early to go bbdc for some FTP. FTT on wed. pls pray i pass ok. i've forgotten alot of the ans cos i havent been trying the ftps since i booked the date. but the test is a verbatim of the practices. so imma hafta store them into my brains tmr n wed morning. toying with the idea of taking a cab to sch after dat cos i am carry a 1.8kg load of laptop. its already heavy on its own. added weight for my file pencil case wallet hp calculator etc etc. just so u know... its really HEAVY.
dont ask me y i hafta bring it along to sch... simple reason being the need to finish up my business com report which is due on thurs. its only half done. well done isabell. i wish my thoughts would run simultaneously... then i wouldnt be in the hot seat.
now u noe y i detest grp work. the part abt finding members isnt as fucked up as fixing a time whereby everyone is free. unoccupied by other aspects of life. grpmates have other assignments n modules to bumble in. n me? i hav work. not dat i hate working.. but i cant be feeble abt my work slots. whatever.
ok i cant wait for thurs n fri. meeting yp in the morning for her hair cut n short ktv session. plus she gonna check my accts. n fri i gonna meet gary aka icejelly for dinner.. he gonna come sim to fetch me from sch. glad they hav cars. haha i feel blessed at those thoughts!
alright i noe i edited the entry. i feel a little bit better after knowing my report is well done n finishing 1/6 of my assignment due on sat. the thing is... right after this.. i gotta go back to my assignment.
SO JADED.
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I guess this is a beautiful mistake too...# ;
