Monday, May 26, 2008
alrights. i failed my tp. for the first time i feel like a total retard for wasting money on sth i shdnt have even failed. this feels even worst than getting a phd. for the first time i actually do feel bad for disappointing my dad. not myself tho. the stupid thing just keeps going on in my mind. now i have to book another test n go for revision AGAIN. this piece of shit costs 2k. WTF.
n quit asking me..
HOW?
WHY?
WAD DID THE INSTRUCTOR SAID?
cos if i knew HOW OR WHY.. den i wouldnt be feeling this fucked up.
so do me a lil kind deed... n dont ask. do urself a lil favour n shuddup.
ok.. i finally spent an evening glued to the tv. its like once u start u cant stop. but there isnt much or interesting stuffs to watch.. i dunno wad made me stayed infront of that box till 10pm. n now i am reading through HRM again. quite last min. but seriously.. i dunno wad to study for this lecture. itsfuckedup.
HAPPIER NOTE.
my bdae is in 4 days time! have u guys prepared for dat day? BOUGHT MY PRESENT ALREADY? if u havent. pls do. else dont let me see u again. n dont come gei gei wish me 'happy birthday' when u have no intention of even getting a slice of cake from cadele for me. i am not kidding. for this bdae is not one i am very hyped abt. so pls dont make it worst. cos its already very bad. with the exams n bullshits n all.
apparently the frequency of the blog hits is actually higher than before.. u noe after i changed the url or sth. n i bet some kpo ppl r desperately searching for my new url cos they wanna keep a tab on me. like see if i am having an amorous affair with their flirtatious bfs. or if i am even alive n kicking. if i fulfilled my r8 dream or sth along those imaginary line of theirs. BOOOOO to u.
ok i am lame. my purpose in blogging is to kill time. n to whine abt my fucking failure. n of cos to REMIND u guys abt the biggest day in ur life that only occurs once in a yr. pls do treasure that day even more. 30th May it is.
i wish i may
i wish i might
i wish that..............
either one of those 2 idiots would rmbr my birthday for all the right reasons.
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I guess this is a beautiful mistake too...# ;
