Sunday, October 19, 2008
i've found a new love. but out of the many flavours.. i am only into the white one. n it is uber sweet. its like a sweetener to life n its cute looking. amazing..
macaroons.
makes me wan more. i wan a big box of the white one. HINT HINT*
anyways MANY MANY bdaes r coming.. n i am REALLY broke. how? somebody save me... life isnt looking very gd now. 1 shit after the other.. n i am still feeling sour over that issue. i shd let it go. BOOOO
sch has been ok. i have been diligent n attending class faithfully. found out dat my eye candy is just but 17yo. dats like 2nd blow in 1 week. LOL fucked. kidding. assignments r 1 down. 5 more to go. 2 mid ways. so i think i am doing pretty ok.
went for a haircut today. i think i look like a sch girl. dad says i can dye my hair soon. prolly nx mth. he says ok means he pay! dat is 1 happy thing to note abt.
i noe.. this is really monotonous. but i really cant seem to find anything to talk abt. there r things i wanna say but there r many pair of eyes looking. sth which i say may hurt somebody else. so its better to keep quiet. i am piled with millions of thoughts. am supposed to be really busy cos exams r in a mth's time. but wtf am i doing now? blogging? chatting on msn? thinking abt nth close to exams.
i am not stressed up. i am just fucked up.
yet i feel seemingly.. balanced.
i guess... i am close to being ok while feeling not.
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I guess this is a beautiful mistake too...# ;
