Wednesday, February 11, 2009
cny is over before u noe it. time flies as usual. sometimes i wished i could control that constant change in life.
anw.. in case ur wondering. i am blogging in the 'comforts' of my office chair. with relatively nth much to hover abt in the mornings. it gets a lil bit busy during the end of the mth to the beginning of the nx. otherwise i am free. very free. been reading during office hrs. i finished the 4 books in 5 days.. i amaze myself sometimes by my will to make things work. things i want it to work. other times i couldnt be bothered.
been losing alot of slp during cny period cos i wanna fully ultilize and savour the feastive mood. lost abit of money on the gambling table. but its alright. nth near 1k LOL. its a once in a yr thing so i am fully fine with it. since its over.. i think its time to get back to earth and live through the rest of the yr reveling at loneliness... SO EMO.
n.. V'day its coming. i wouldnt condemn it like some other lonely souls. but it still isnt my type of day. esp since i have no bf or no date for dat dreadful day. i've like lived through 22yrs of vday w/o celebrations. so 1 more yr doesnt make any diff does it? whether or not i have a bf or none for dat day i could clearly foresee that it would just be like any other day. just like any other yr. so wads the hype..
i've given more than i can to realize that i will nv receive enough.
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I guess this is a beautiful mistake too...# ;
