Tuesday, March 10, 2009
everyday when i come to work n on my pc.. i remind myself that i am lucky to have a personal lappy which loads at wondrous speed as compared to the one i face 8hrs a day for 5 days a week. this particular work station is equipped with god knows what century technology n chips. it is so powerful that it loads a excel worksheet at a full 1 min. the comp hangs when u log into facebook for 30mins. the comp automatically restarts on its own. it refuses to load task manager at trying times. the blue screen comes on as often as u go release urself in a day. n u cannot choose shut down to off the comp but instead u need to press and hold the on/off button at the cpu to off it.
everyday i have to struggle with thoughts to smash it against the wall and throwing it down 19 floors. everyday i ask myself wth am i doing with such a useless crap. everyday i tie my legs to the chair so i wouldnt kick it. everyday i see it hang on me n now i am beginning to smile at that cos it will take up at least 5mins of my dreading day to restart it. everyday i contemplate the idea of bringing my lappy to work. but of cos thats a thought n will always remain as one.
am i good or am i good?
i managed to survive my life for 2mths n is still surviving.
anw boss will be kinda busy these few days. hopefully he would skip coming to the office entirely. lol. den i wouldnt have to face him. we're shifting soon.. to somewhere near tiong bahru plaza this coming saturday. i am proud to say i am only 1/4 packed. LOL planned to do so today too but i wore a skirt n its really short. n i dun like being exposed. lol. so i will do the packing for the rest of the week. its my first time packing btw! tho i've shifted home a couple of times but my parents usually forbids me to do anything cos i have the tendency to destroy sth even with no intention to damage it. i may have paramount immortal powers. *grins*
i am really afraid the comp will hang as i type this. cos i've typed quite a bit.
will be going out after work today for aaron's bdae. its another yr of growing old. do u think i shd be happy? i am still hoping and praying for a vampire to bite n change me. alrights. i shall go wait for the surveyors to come den i will head to the bank to do some banking stuff.
having a job as a personal assistant is uninterestingly stable.
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I guess this is a beautiful mistake too...# ;
