Thursday, January 1, 2009
see how time flies? it seems like yest that i was summarizing my 2007 n now i am abt to start ranting on 2008. i supposed like the old entry, this would be an equally wordy and long-winded post abt my probably colourful 2008. or maybe not?
for this new yr's eve i did spent it outdoors with friends. i've been awake since 6.45am. its way past my bedtime n i have a 9am appt with the hairstylist tmr. albeit the short slping hrs i feel i need to at least remind myself of the past 365days spent. whether or not they were spent productively.
2008 saw a few gd pretty things coupled with awful ones (of cos). new classmates, grpmates, a few wrong dates, a new mindset, a cert (at last), a change in me, ONE sad incident, my lappy died on me, a failed TP and a job to finish it off.
so.. lets see...
work.
after 10 mths of procrastinating n indecisiveness i finally left PLC end oct. i still love the furry 4 legged animals to bits but wad gd does it bring staying there? i guess final exams was the best excuse to make myself leave where everything started. n strangely, i dont miss a bit of not working there. instead i felt i shd have left much earlier. well, after 2mths of unemployment and sch, i've landed myself a perm job as a PA. i am only into the 2nd week of working n so far it has been acceptable and gd. but its really still too early to judge. hopefully, i will not literally kill my boss. like wad some of u have apprehended. lol. still.. missing out on tv shows makes me very sad. n waking up daily at 645 is no joke. the fucking rd jams just get to me badly. i seriously hope i get a bf who has got a car.
absolutely serious abt the last pt.
family.
hmmm... 2008 saw the family hanging ard tgt every weekends. we were n still are closely knitted. we did almost everything as a family. its really hard to find any 22yo girl n 19yo boy sticking to their parents all weekends. we spent more time n money tgt than before. haha! there were of cos countless fishing trips, countless shopping trips (i paying for my own 80% of the time n dad paying for mine 20% of the time), savouring of delicacies... blah blah.. to name a few lar.. there were of cos hiccups buried in those 365days but they were small fry lar. nth big like before. so it was pretty smooth-sailing. i think 2008 was a happy yr for dad. i mean happier than before? cos he saw me achieving wad he has always been hoping for. he saw me not falling for the males blindly, he saw my bro attending classes diligently, saw my bro got a steady but a wee bit crazy gf LOL and maybe saw mum deciding to stay home as a homemaker than working outside? haha i am not sure abt the last one tho.
oh yar! n we hav 2 new chinchillas given by my dad's colleague. 2mths old furry balls. hyperactive ones. i count them in as family. so they r under this particular category. they portray the life's wonders.
friends.
i think 2008 expanded my circle of friends. i had a new class in SIM-DMS F/T. altho it took me almost a yr to know 90% of the names of my classmates i pretty much enjoyed the company of the vast age gaps of mates. met ppl from all walks of life. n by this i mean from poor to uber rich kids. i marvelled at their spendthrift n branded accessories but i cant help but wonder the what ifs. still.. they changed my way of thinking. i wanna be as wealthy if not wealthier than them. who doesnt? i am now in love with anything n everything expensive.
say wadeva u wan. cos... i.don't.give.a.damn.
so... i love the new friends i've made as well as the old n mouldy ones. i think the oldest one will be CCM lar.. from pri sch till now. i know u will read this. just so u noe.. i love love u many many. LOL i oso love love the rest of my entourage. muacks muacks. u guys make me sane.
school.
wahahaha! the one thing i am most proud of. i've finally gotten a diploma cert after like 5yrs of time wasting. fuck man i shd dig a hole n hide. its so embarrassing to mention this utter disgrace. of cos its not my own hardwork lar. i've a wonderful grp of mates to rush assignments with. a diligent shuzhen to mug exams with. a naggy dad to nag the days away. n of cos my smartass brain to smoke through. HAHA. i wasnt all dat guai of cos. i skipped lessons most of the time. LOL. i miss skipping sch. I MISS SCH LAR. i miss wearing t-shirts n shorts n birkens to class. n i noe nic misses me scribbling MICHEAL SCOFIELD n RAYMOND LAM on his notes.
i miss my ouxiang too. i wonder if he cut his hair? LOL
events.
ok this is a tough one. i seriously dont rmbr anything worth rmbring? mayb my 22nd bdae celebrations that lasted for 2 weeks? sz's bdae celebration at sentosa or was it Little India? LOL
OH I RMBR. just a few hrs ago. i spent $51 singing a mere 3 hrs at chinatown kbox. n den took a cab home with a fare of $24.10. is this an event worth rmbr? i shd hav went supermarket with my parents n tabao the entire sheng siong home. damnit.
n genting trip? HAHA. my first casino experience! the freezing cold weather n a bunch of 'daddies'. kukup too. altho nth for me to do there. LOL all these r events ok.
does failing tp counts? sigh. i think i need a lamborghini to pass that damn test.
regrets.
1. just one. dat 1 thing made me sad for nearly a mth. i kept thinking of the might-have-been. well, time will not turn back. i just have to look forward for the will-be(s). i prolly did a few other stupid things like breaking a few hearts along to way. den again... issit me being stupid to break ur fragile heart or u being dumb to let me in? so crude but true.
love.
ok.. this.. is.. gonna.. be.. one... boring.. summary. of cos there were a few wrong ppl. but they were n still are wrong so... i seriously dont wanna have them etched in my mind. so i prefer not to talk abt them. n i think they would not want me to break their hearts the 2nd time. there were of cos gd n bad times but..... when things turn stale do u rmbr the bad taste or the once fresh bite?
anw. another of those things under this grp have already been stated in 'regrets'. i hate the thought of it. seriously.
so now u noe.. its really colourless. i hope some kind soul can colour my love life for me in 2009. i am so sick of having no one to think abt before i slp n once i open my eyes. all i see is chubby n barney in my room at 645am. unlike the initial 2008. the end of 2008 saw me smiling at the thought of money n beautiful cars.
end.
OK. i think 2008 was quite monotonous which can oso mean STABLE. no fluctuations, no unpredictabilities and no heart-wrenching moments. i think i didnt have resolutions for 2008 n so there will also be none for 2009. i am not those kind who sticks to the list. i hope i didnt miss anything out. recapping has always been tough in many ways. *winks*
its now 239am. i wish everyone a Happy New Year. May 2009 be fruitful and colourful for u. n me? i am gonna turn in and wake up for a better day tmr.
my 2008 will be 6 feet under after this post n so shd urs. rmbr the happy times and learn from the bad ones. very cliche but its the way of life.
so.
Hello 2009.
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I guess this is a beautiful mistake too...# ;
